Ylana Maya - On writing
So, here I am typing away on my laptop. Keyboard! We meet AGAIN1 Fancy seeing you here.
TYping about my character, ideas flowing tof course I was struggling to concentrare AND SO I CAme here to make sense out of the process but no I'm here I'm like a bee flying from flower to flower COLLECTING POLLIN A BEE HUMMINGBIRD
My dad had a honey bee nest in his attic how amazing is that? THe population of bees is on the incline.
I thought I wa hearing some alien overlord communicating with me then.... gow stramgelK
… This was yesterdays attempts at writing....
The pupose of this blog was to share my story into becoming an official writer and author that people know and respect.
I wanted to share with you, what happens when you push through.
My right foot was 20 degree pointing at 2 o clock when it should have been at 12... because of a botch job done on my leg after a motorbike accident I was involved in approximately 2 years ago.
I had surgery on my right leg on 17th July to TWIST said foot back in place. I was discharged from hospital on Saturday, through my own lacking of patience and not wanting to let Gransha down although now I kind of regret coming home early as they were tracking my blood pressure, keeping me hidrated and keeping me fairly productive in that I had this steady routine and I have never been all that good at pushing myself into a routine... in fact I'd say I do have a strict routine in my life but it is a strict routine of no real routine. Personally it worked well for me for years....
anyhoo coming back to the now, to manage said inexcruciating (Oooh yay a new word) and otherwise obvious pain I am now regularly taking oramorph and codeine. Strange things have happened to my thinking. On top of me being rather cooky and quirky anyway, I have somehow mutated into a whole new extreme. You can see that the difference in focus is very real.
TO give you some perspective... I am finding myself focusing on saying one set thing I am going to type I am staring at one point on the screen, my writing begins to go softer then harder as if I am dreaming. and then my eyes sort of roll to the back of my head and my eyes close momentarily until I notice and I sit up and open them again. the screen looks to be going fuzzy and sharp and the colours seem to momentarily shift right in front of my very eyes. I am not having a psychydelic ecperienve. although it certainly feels like it.
Please do forgive any errors in typing and/or general sense.
Funny really!
All part of the journey, none the less I shall write on through all of this.
I finally downloaded Scrivener, encase y'all wanted to know.
It is a fantastic tool. Neat, not too much jargon, not over prettified.
IT has been helpful. so far I have commited to a 30 days writing challenge by C25kwords, go check them out on facebook if you wish. the challenge is from February this year but consistency hasn't been a very me thing to do. give it another go though right.
My eyes are closing and crossing in all sorts of directions.
Where have I gone? I do not know? Will I be back? Some day I hope.
Will I be thrown aside? Maybe so! But I can't bothered to worry about it too much. Worry and I don't get along all that well you see... I'm lucky that me and this laptop seem to be bullding good rapport because SHe has been soo good to me. I am a lucky woman! THank you Esmerelda Envy... OOoh there's posh…. good name that!
Esmerelda likes to give me mini shocks when she detects errors in my typing pattern how clever is that!
Night night, readers of the night.
ANd of course good day to those readers of the day.
I hope this message arrives to you with little to no dismay.
… This was yesterdays attempts at writing....
The pupose of this blog was to share my story into becoming an official writer and author that people know and respect.
I wanted to share with you, what happens when you push through.
My right foot was 20 degree pointing at 2 o clock when it should have been at 12... because of a botch job done on my leg after a motorbike accident I was involved in approximately 2 years ago.
I had surgery on my right leg on 17th July to TWIST said foot back in place. I was discharged from hospital on Saturday, through my own lacking of patience and not wanting to let Gransha down although now I kind of regret coming home early as they were tracking my blood pressure, keeping me hidrated and keeping me fairly productive in that I had this steady routine and I have never been all that good at pushing myself into a routine... in fact I'd say I do have a strict routine in my life but it is a strict routine of no real routine. Personally it worked well for me for years....
anyhoo coming back to the now, to manage said inexcruciating (Oooh yay a new word) and otherwise obvious pain I am now regularly taking oramorph and codeine. Strange things have happened to my thinking. On top of me being rather cooky and quirky anyway, I have somehow mutated into a whole new extreme. You can see that the difference in focus is very real.
TO give you some perspective... I am finding myself focusing on saying one set thing I am going to type I am staring at one point on the screen, my writing begins to go softer then harder as if I am dreaming. and then my eyes sort of roll to the back of my head and my eyes close momentarily until I notice and I sit up and open them again. the screen looks to be going fuzzy and sharp and the colours seem to momentarily shift right in front of my very eyes. I am not having a psychydelic ecperienve. although it certainly feels like it.
Please do forgive any errors in typing and/or general sense.
Funny really!
All part of the journey, none the less I shall write on through all of this.
I finally downloaded Scrivener, encase y'all wanted to know.
It is a fantastic tool. Neat, not too much jargon, not over prettified.
IT has been helpful. so far I have commited to a 30 days writing challenge by C25kwords, go check them out on facebook if you wish. the challenge is from February this year but consistency hasn't been a very me thing to do. give it another go though right.
My eyes are closing and crossing in all sorts of directions.
Where have I gone? I do not know? Will I be back? Some day I hope.
Will I be thrown aside? Maybe so! But I can't bothered to worry about it too much. Worry and I don't get along all that well you see... I'm lucky that me and this laptop seem to be bullding good rapport because SHe has been soo good to me. I am a lucky woman! THank you Esmerelda Envy... OOoh there's posh…. good name that!
Esmerelda likes to give me mini shocks when she detects errors in my typing pattern how clever is that!
Night night, readers of the night.
ANd of course good day to those readers of the day.
I hope this message arrives to you with little to no dismay.
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