Ylana Maya - Beauty in life, acceptance in death

The now is enough

Everywhere she looked, everything was bright.
The cool breeze brushed against her cheeks, making her relax, a smile on her face. The birds outside sang their songs of beauty and life... Spring was on it's way and wonder was returning to the air.
The sky was clear, painted with various colours, pinks, purples, greens and a beautiful shade of blue.
She looked around, she could feel the love radiating on and through the world around her. All is well, all is going to be fine. No need to worry, no need to fret, no need to obsess over the darkness. She felt whole in her emptiness and her breath remained calm and steady, the cool air flowing into her lungs with ease and clarity returning to her world.
If she could freeze time, she would choose now, in that moment. Everything which surrounded her was bursting with light and love and she did not feel any anxiety for the future. She knew in these moments, every thing was going to be alright.

Keep going she told herself and keep smiling...
Nothing was needed to make this moment perfect.
If she were to die, she would be okay with going in peace. Her karmic debt had been repaid and her mission had been accomplished.
No fear, no darkness, no anticipation and no need to know what would come to be. All was well. She felt this to be true.

She was free.

And for this, she was gratefully humbled.

She walked through the field, she took a deep, slow inhale... She looked up and she uttered in her exhale, "Thank you for everything"

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