Ylana Maya - Fearful Sleeping

Every night was the same for little Jennifer, she always struggled to go to sleep in that room... The surface of her skin would become cold, she would feel each individual hair on her arms stand tall, her breathing would deepen, her heart rate would beat at the rhythm of shamanic drums which would push her deeper and deeper into a trance of dispair and discomfort. She would feel a pressure on her chest and she would be unable to move, not even a finger. All she could move was her eyes. When she did open her eyes she would see shadows in her periphery and it would usually lead to more disparity so she had learned to keep her eyes shut and remain calm... She knew how it went... The first time was by far the scariest...

"Here goes...", she said in preparation.

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